Thankssssss

Everything is going well...

thanks God..

thanks sister bernie..

thanks those who give me support these days..

i will work harder and practice more in this coming semester...

i have faith i can do it!

only time will tell...

What can i do....

I prayed hard before i went to the kiosk to check my grade..but it seems useless..
God didn't accept my message..
Why would i receive an "imcomplete" remark in my major subjuct?? Why can't i know my grade even if it is low?? Why nursing dean sisiter bernie would be the one to tell my grade??
Every body is guessing..but nobody can exactly tell me what happened..
i still should wait..to wait for 4 days.
These two days, i try to control my mind to stop guessing, however, i find out that even in my dream, i am still thinking about it..
Somebody said, it will be fine, sisiter is kind as long as you open your heart to talk to her sincerely.She will consider your situation. Somebody said. you are meeting a problem, and not a simple problem, you'd better have a prepare if sisiter insists on kicking you out from the program, she is strict and always follow the rules after all...
To be honest, i can't image if i can't stay in the nursing program, what can i do..
shift course? transfer to other school?
I know, I know nursing course is difficult, expecially for the foreign students who come from the second English speaking country..But I really want to study nusring here nomatter how many years i can graduate..i just want to learn something what i like during my college time, in my favorite school..
Sister, what are you thinking about??What's your desicion?? i hope i can meet you soon..

Fortune's wheel

i will know my grade in 3 hours. i am so nervous now!!!!
God...help me...
Please consider it...It is really important for me...
i have no 100% faith i can pass
But...
i am really hoping i can pass
i am really hoping i still can stay in the nursing program
i am really hoping everything goes well later...
i am really hoping...
HU~~~~Alright! Let's face it!!!

shopping day

I can not go anywhere but just stay at home these past two days due to the bad cold. i hate i am sick and i am afraid too, but I don't want to stay in bed lonely, so, i decide to go shopping with Faith.
SM is celebtating its 50 years aniversary, the stuff there have promo up to 50% off for three days,but we found out an interesting phenomenon, compare with SM, Robbinson also has promo activity for the same three days, it shows a more attractive signboard: SALE UP TO 70% OFF! Robbinson has no reason to sale, it just like to have a sale activity and choose the same days as SM. Observably, these two big companies have a competition among customers. Anyway, we can totally ignore the business inside, what can we do? BUY WHAT WE WANT! EAT WHAT WE CAN!(oh, forgive me, that is blusterous). i just want to say shopping is really a good way to relax especially when you meet the promo time. You will walk through from one shop to another, you will walk from one side to the end of another side until your two legs are paralysis.
Finally, you will suddenly notice that your wallet is nearly empty, even the money inside is just enough you to take a LRT or jeepney to go back home.
you become skint unconsiously but still happy..

VVVVVVV

Sometimes, i feel so weak...many things are waiting for me to learn...many things are waiting for me to solve...i can solve my friends problems and give them peace, but if turn to solve myself problems, i have no ideas.
i am not a noisy girl, in the actural life, i always choose quiet, i want to show my nice side to people rather than presenting my sorrow...however, if you know me deeply, you can see my mood on my face...if you observe me carefully..hehe..